Well, I am feeling very disturb now and a sense of guilt. Firstly, I didn't accompany Jc to study. Thanks to my laziness. Just to tired to. Sorry JINGCHEE. I promise I will the other time.
Talking about promise, somehow, I dont feel the use of it anymore. We always promise but ends up breaking it.
Well, another thing about why I am super disturb now. Becuase, I keep thinking about this person. WHO ACTUALLY PROMISE TO SMS ME. But I guess he is busy. Moreover, I forget how he looks like. But also very disturb by another person. Somehow, we just fade, or I should say our friendship faded? Well, I miss times talking to you. But now, we seldom. I know living is taking and giving. I took so much and now its time to give up some of my friends.
School was fine, just that I kept feel like sleeping and I actually fell asleep during lit. Wanted to listen but .. Sad case cause my love wasnt with me. I miss her. Hope she is fine there.
Went home and sleep. And I almost feel like dying. IDK what on earth happen to my stomach. Is like After eating, I get stomachache. Like super stupid luh. Forget it.
FREAK LUH. Hope that * remember *'s promise.
I never felt nothing in the world like this before Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door Why did you have to go? You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face Why did you turn away? So why does your pride make you run and hide Are you that afraid of me? But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside This is not how you want it to be So baby I will wait for you Cause I don’t know what else I can do Don’t tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I find it just ain’t true I really need you in my life No matter what I have to do I’ll wait for you Been a long time since you called me (How could you forget about me) You gotta be feeling crazy How can you walk away (When) Everything stays the same I just can’t do it baby What will it take to make you come back Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that Why can’t you look at me? You’re still in love with me Don’t leave me crying Baby why can’t we just start all over again Get it back to the way it was If you give me a chance I can love you right But you’re telling me it won’t be enough So baby I will wait for you Cause I don’t know what else I can do Don’t tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I find it just ain’t true I really need you in my life No matter what I have to do I’ll wait for you So why does your pride make you run and hide Are you that afraid of me? But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside That is not how you want it to be Baby I will wait for you Baby I will wait for you If it’s the last thing I do Baby I will wait for you Cause I don’t know what else I can do Don’t tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I find it just ain’t true I really need you in my life No matter what I have to do I’ll wait for you I’ll be waiting …
SOMETHING FOR MY LOVE XUELI.
introduction
"A long night spent with your most obvious weakness.
You start shaking at the thought."