haaaa. [: I am oh-so-happy now for no reason. Well, I think I am mad.[:
Iam suddenly missing this one person for no reason.
Don't talk nonsense ok. I miss my dad too, It has been months since I see him. ]:
Anyway ya, all thanks to the super cold weather, I am getting a cold soon. haa. Feeling super cold now.
While, had a minor change here, blogskin and song. [:
Thanks Xueli for the bs.
Thanks michelle for the song. wahahaha.
Well, the song is 不能跟情人说的话 by 刘若英 & 范玮琪
有时候对一个人 那么用心
却还是搞不清楚 他的逻辑
谈恋爱 谁没演过一点戏
装没事 装忘记 装小心翼翼
有时候和一个人 那么亲密
却还是忍不住想保护自己
谁恋爱 不曾藏一点秘密
留防备 留回忆 留心情
谢谢你总是陪我分享不能跟情人说的话我反反复复 你也从不笑我老是骂他 却又离不开他谢谢你总是替我收藏不想跟情人说的话我胡思乱想 你一直握着我手让我释放 然后慢慢宽广有时候和一个人 那么亲密
却还是忍不住想保护自己
谁恋爱 不曾藏一点秘密
留防备 留回忆 留心情
谢谢你总是陪我分享不能跟情人说的话我反反复复 你也从不笑我老是骂他 却又离不开他谢谢你总是替我收藏不想跟情人说的话我胡思乱想 你一直握着我手让我释放 然后慢慢宽广别人都说我很坚强
只有你劝我别逞强
爱是漂亮却不完美的天堂
旧了总有需要修补的地方
谢谢你总是陪我分享不能跟情人说的话我反反复复 你也从不笑我老是骂他 却又离不开他谢谢你总是替我收藏不想跟情人说的话我胡思乱想 你一直握着我手让我释放 然后慢慢宽广and back to blogging, got the cd from the BOSS this morning. can copied into my com just now. Shall upload it when imeem finish doing it's job. [:
Anyway, Kinda miss chalet last year with them*. Guess its quite difficult for me to finish my wish of having a chalet with them again. And I mean them* All of them*.
I miss playing bball too, going to the beach to emo! and playing in the sea. I miss a lot of stuffs now, I guess I was the one who have been changing and not the surroundings. Kinda woke up from a long dream after all and everything seems to be gone after a blink on my eyes.
And also I just realise that those promises I made for myself won't work. I went to 813 that day to do my homework after saying or perhaps swearing that I wont go 813
AGAIN. I always thought I can do it, but I prove myself wrong. I am too soft hearted to let my brain control of me instead of my heart. Now, I can't promise anything more, all the promises I made to myself will be BROKEN. and will find a way or perhaps someone to control me. I am just too confused for myself.
No 813, No stead, No slacking, NO nothing. Nothing anymore. My heart or my brain is half way damage by MICHELLE CHENG AI QIN, which happens to be myself. Forcing too much might hurt someone's hurt, which also happens to be mine. Haaa.
Perhaps from now on, I should just do my best in everything. Let my heart go its own way, but just not away from my body. If not I will die. [:
I have to buck up on my studies, 4As, I am still aiming. TP, I am still aiming. You, I am letting go and off. Me, I won't be so childish anymore. [:
A note to huili,
I will give you time, but just not too long, don't think too much cause what mosy said was just a joke or what I guess. If you are afraid your that dream will come true. I can say, It wont, for if I want to love a person now, that won't be him. Cause I won't like the same person my sister like. [: I want all of you to be happy. & I can be super sad just to make you all smile.[:
Get over it soon, love you.
A note to xueli,
I know you are waiting for me to post. I post already. haa. You are strong so I have got nothing much to say to you and also you are the oldest in us. SO you should know what to do. [: And ya, dont keep asking me about J* cause I don't know what to answer you. And also if you keep saying, I scared I will be like what you say about nana, all so sudden kind of thing. So ya, you know my priorities right.
A note to nana,
Yo, nana. haa. Must really take care of yourself. I dont want to see your face white white again. Not nice you know. I will force you to eat more red meat or liver ok. and don't go emo when he* go army or what. Cheer you know. If not I will be very sad. [: I know you also dont want to see me sad, so you better be happy. haaaa.
A note to Jingchee,
You better be hyper everyday, so can pei me high. If not everytime I high alone, very sian. And you and him can last long and don't sad over minor things. Anti-emo!!! haaaa. [: I love you[: and I really don't know what to say le. One last thing, if you want go study must remember to call me up ok. Take care!!!
