Yeah baby, I have decided to delete the blogsong, and I will change blogsong for every post. [:
So for today,
Way back into love. [:

Back to blogging.

Its been a year or so since I change to a happy-go-lucky person. [:
I felt blessed whenever I am happy. Really.
No other problems occurs me other then studies now. Perhaps friends too. [:
Friendship was a big matter to me months ago. Cause I just don't understand at that point of time.
From this, I found out that I grew up. Really. I am more mature now, stronger now. The wind won't ever blow me away.
Xueli, I am really much stronger then you think now. HAHAHAHAA. xD

Well, I have found out a lot and learn a lot just from simple mistakes made by friends around me. I think I am talking crap. But anway, I really learn a lot within this few months.
NEVER MAKE EMPTY PROMISES.
NEVER BELIEVE IN ANYONE WHO MAKE USE OF YOU BEFORE.
BGR only make one sad.
STUDIES IS THE MOST IMPORTANT NOW.
EMO is not good as it kills ELMO.
If you hold on to the past, you wont have a brighter future.
Always make your day positive. If others dont make your day, you make yours.

Okay, crap. I know its nonsense. but true.
let the past unpleasant experience influence you. and there goes your life.
so learn from mistake and go on your wonderful life.
Everyone make mistakes, but we learn from then, improve and go on.
A small mistake doesn't means that you have ruin your own life. If thats the case, you can just kill yourself. Thats faster and you don't have to live your life regretting on the stupid mistakes.
IF SOMEONE BETRAY YOU, NO MATTER HOW SOFT YOU HEART IS, TELL YOURSELF THAT PERSON IS A BASTARD. THAT PERSON DON'T EVEN WORTH A HEART TO BE SOFT FOR. agree? Ok.

Accept life, accept reality. Cause thats life. Life is like sitting on a never ending and super slow roller coaster. Why? It is because there are ups and downs in life just like roller coaster. Today you might feel super high super happy, tomorrow you may just feel sad and unhappy.
What I am trying to point out is that, emotions are in you, what you want to feel today is up to you. I know its difficult to control emotions but, you have a choice. The choice lies in your hand. Not your friends.

Friends will be there for you when you need them because that is what a friend is for. When you are falling, we can be the mattress to let you land on so you wont get hurt. Friends can give you a million of advise but its up to you if you want to listen or take in what they say. Friends can be the one to support you all the way, but always remember not to ever neglect your friends. You will never want your friends to neglect you too. Perhaps friend might act as a teddy bear to some. Cry out to it when you are down, dump aside when you are happy.
As a friend, you would do your best to help your friends to solve their problems. Even if the way to solve might break the friendship between the both of them. Because all you want is you see your friend HAPPY. Seeing a friend sad is just as hurting as seeing the one you love to most sad. Friends are the one who really stay by you when you have problems and not your love. A point from this, not all friends are reliable. Sometimes your love might be the one helping you. However no friend wants a friend to be sad.

Okay points made. and maybe thats what I can think of now becuase my heart is really hurting like hell.

Lastly,
DIANA,
I read your blog yesterday as told by you.
I may not know what had really happen. And I know saying all this won't work. You know its time that matter, so let time heals you. Sisters will be by your side. We will never leave you if you need us. We don't want to see you sad for long too. I am not trying to mean anything, but if you want to know. 'O's is just months away, may it seems still far. But time is short. We only have 24 hours a day. we sleep 8 hours a day and so we are left with 16 hours per day. Taking away 6 plus hours from school, 2 plus hours for eat and bath, 1 or 2 hours for computer, slacking. 6 hours or less for revising everyday. Sorry for saying all this if it makes you more stress. But I just want to make a point, studies come first. If you continue letting the past haunting you, it only affects your emotion, health and studies. It do no good. I know it takes time to forget a 3 year plus thing. You can take your time to forget. But all I can say was that, I was actually very shock to see that. I thought you have already forgotten about it because you are with him now. If it really matter a lot, you should have give yourself more stress by going in to another relationship. Really, and come to think of it, you are really fortunate to meet him. I think you should know why. Just that you didnt realise how fortunate you are. Think about it and may all the best comes to you. Take care love, I want to see you in school tomorrow. [: