Why do we tear.

Tears just rolled down my cheek after reading s post at one's blog and also thinking of other things.

Perhaps today isnt a good day for me. Some how.

My heart hurts a lot a lot. Really, I think you still matters a lot to me. But just, things do fade and just that I couldnt accept it cause its just too fast for me. Perhaps to you, nothing means much. But I thought i could like forget about some matters that concerns you. I just can't. Sorry.

I feel like crying again now, but i can't.

Another thing is about the guys, really hope nth is gonna happen.
Just 1 week plus or so, see everyone so happy but now, idk. really.

I should now just let myself relax, finish my lit ta tml and geo test on mon.
For what I think is that, malaysia will be the place i gonna let my heart out. I will do whatever I like there, drink, play, sleep, shout, what ever. Just to let me forget everything. Really. I will be fine. haa. [:

Just that, my heart really hurts and its because of FRIENDSHIP perhaps..

this time was different
felt like, i was just a victim
and it cut me like a knife
when you walked out of my life
now i'm, in this condition
and i've, got all the symptoms
of a girl with a broken heart
but no matter what you'll never see me cry