I dont know how to describe the feeling now.
Fear?
Perhaps.

First thing in the morning, 'stories' from P. The chance of having 63 people from the sec 3 batch retaining. Well,
Not studying = confirm fail
Fail = Retain
Retain = Must study with sec 2 next year in sec 3 = Irritating. = one more year in this school.
I am being bias here. Cause some sec 2 really got me irritated, including sec 1. Anyway I am not here to say about them.
Then Mrs kho gave me more 'hell' by saying that 10 people we are most likely to retain comes from our class. As expected, Our class have been the most 'wonderful' class. I really wonder what must I do to get everything in my head in 3 weeks time. I looks totally Impossible. Then later we got a scolding from K* who seriously got irritated by our class somehow?
Damn shit, what if I really got retain? I fcuking dont want study with sec 2. But I think I can do it for EOY, Make it for sec 4.
I was really thinking, aiming for the better, I really hope I can work towards those goals.
At least all pass by EOY. F&N esp.









Perhaps love is like a resting place, a shelter from the storm.
It exists to give you comfort, it is there to keep you warm.
And in those times of trouble when you are most alone,
the memory of love will bring you home.