Received a call from mummy just now in the morning.
I couldn't get what she was saying at first. But I got what she was trying to say all the while. MY uncle she was visiting passed away. I was shock. I knew he had problems. I couldn't see him even for the last time, like my grandpa. I heard my mum crying over the phone. No one ever thinks that he would leave just like this, after seeing all his siblings. They said he had three months. 3 months is like 3 weeks? I don't know what I am doing now typing this out.

Tomorrow is obs. I totally don't feel like going now. How to have mood to play when all this things happen? I don't know how. Not yet pack my things. Not yet done with everything.